Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Redha?

"Once there was a man who asked God for a flower and a butterfly. But instead he got a cactus and a caterpillar. The man was sad, he didn't understand why his request was mistaken. Then he thought: Oh well, God has too many people to care for... And he decided not to question.

After some time, the man went to check up on his request that he had left forgotten. To his surprise from the thorny and ugly cactus, a beautiful flower had grown. And the unsightly caterpillar had been transformed into the most beautiful butterfly. God always does things right. His way is always the best even to us it seems wrong. If you asked God for one thing and recieve another , TRUST.

You can be sure that He always gives you what you need at the appropriate time. What you want is not always what you need. God never fails to grant our petitions, so keep on going for Him without doubting or murmuring. God gives the very best to those who leave the choices to Him." (anonymous)


Isn't that just redha? But isn't redha just hard?
p/s: I really hope I can turn empty rhetoric into real practice. I know I have to be strong. Mari jadi Naruto!

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Homecoming

Yes I am on my way home - soon.

There is no secret so close as that between a rider and his horse. ~Robert Smith Surtees

Housewarming


I have to admit that I am the worst when it comes to action plan. Manja sangat kot masa kecik, tu la siape suruh tak pergi asrama! Semua mak buat... But I am trying to change that slowly as obligations pile up on my shoulders and people put expectations on me. I can't run away from them, can I? Well, not forever... So another twist of randomness in my life, next semester I'll be living with the guys. It was not an easy decision to make after... after all these while... Sometimes good things just don't last forever. My former housemate is the most wonderful person on this planet (I hope you don't read this, but what a futile one aight? hehe..). Only he will listen to my 'crazy' ideas nowadays and makes me think that I am not really 'crazy' after all. He promised to write a book about me (hihihi..) - apart from Dubai architecture. A guaranteed best seller for 'paper lama surat khabar lama' I guess.

Anyway, we had a housewarming day, bukan untuk halau hantu, but to thank those who had been there for us all these while. InsyaAllah next semester will be good. All of us are in the same faculty, so we will rule Skule -insyaAllah. Plus, I have no room of my own, so I guess I won't be consumed by the gloom that often. Plus, this new apartment is even closer to the mosque (5 minutes walk), so that makes life... easier. I think anyone who wants to buy a new house should find a mosque first. But of course at my home country there are tons of surau, so it won't be such a hard thing to do. No masjid, no life. Really, you feel dead, especially over here. Well, you've got to try first and feel the difference.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Sadaqah (Charity)

These are notes from Sheikh Abdul Mun’im Burkhes halaqa taken by my friend. The Shaikh explained Ibn Qayyim al-Jawziyya's (rahimahullah) book al-Wabil as-Sayyib min Kalim at-Tayyib (Abundant Showers from the Good Word).

In continuing to explain the Hadith of Al Ashari regarding the order given to Yahya AS ordering the Children of Israel to act on five things, we explained fasting last week. The example of fasting, to recap is a man in a group with a bag of musk. Everyone is amazed at the fragrance and is a secretive action that is hidden from other humans for Allah’s sake only. The true one who fasts observes fasting for all of the body parts, staying away from evil. The sweetness of breath of a person who fasts is liked more by Allah SWT and it will appear in the Last Day as a fragrance of musk.

Regarding the fourth order-Sadaqah is that one who gives in charity is the parable of a man captivated by an enemy tied up to his neck and he was to be executed. He said he would ransom himself from anything, be it little or a lot and he saved himself from them. This statement made the Prophet SAW above shares that the proof of this is that it is happening and that charity has amazing effects of repelling bad effects, even by an oppressor, even a disbeliever. Allah SWT pushes away from this person different types of calamities. Imam at-Tirmidi narrates based on the Prophet SAW said Sadaqa extinguishes the anger of Allah and pushes away the evil death (one after commiting an evil sin, on Kufr, in a calamity, intoxicated, etc). Sadaqa pushes away the evil death and it also erases the disobediances just like the water puts out fire.

When Mu’ad Ibn Jabal was on a journey with the Prophet SAW, the Prophet SAW said that charity is a shield; it washes it away exactly as the water extinguishes fire. Surah Sajdah V.16 reflects this principle. In some reports, it says that one should hasten to give Sadaqa because clamity doesn’t go beyond Sadaqa. In the example of the Prophet SAW, the one who was brought up to be executed and he ransomed himself, in this parable is sufficiency showing the greatness of the Sadaqa as it saves the person from the anger of Allah and the sadaqa releases the person from torment. This is why the Prophet SAW said when he gave to the women on Eid, he made sure to give the women an admonition: ‘Oh women, give in charity even if you give from your jewelry as verily I have you to be most of the dwellers of Jahanam.’

In another Hadith, the Prophet SAW said none except that his Lord with speak to him, he looks to his right and he looks to the left only to see the deeds he has done. When looking forward, he will not see except the fire facing him, so save yourself from the fire by even half a date. In Abu Dharr RA’s question to the Prophet SAW, he asked what would save a person from Jahanam. He replied faith. Abu Dharr RA then asked what actions. The Prophet SAW said that one who gives in charity from what Allah SWT has provided one (not even much). Abu Dharr RA then asked if one was poor, then what would he do? The Prophet SAW replied that one could command good and forbid evil. Abu Dharr RA then asked, what if one cannot do this? The Prophet SAW said, then help the ignorant or foolish. Abu Dharr RA asked what if this can’t be done, then the Prophet SAW said let him help someone who is oppressed. Abu Dharr RA said what if a person could do this; then the Prophet SAW said let him without his evil from the people. Abu Dharr RA finally asked, if a person does this, then will a person enter Paradise. The Prophet SAW said that these all will help a person enter into Paradise.

‘Umar RA said ‘it was mentioned to me that the righteous deeds compare themselves to each other and the charity says it is the best. Based on a Hadith from Abu Huraira RA, the Prophet SAW gave an example of the miser versus the one who gives charity. They both have breast-plates made of iron and their hands were forced to be on their chest and on the collar bones. Everytime a person gives Sadaqa, the plate gets wider until it will cover his traces on the floor and erases his bad. As for the one who is a miser, every time he wants to give charity, it would get smaller and shrinks even more causing the plate to suffocate him. The Prophet SAW signaled that even though the person would try to widen it, it wouldn’t get wider.

Another Hadith says that it is upon every Muslim to give charity. When they asked what about one who doesn’t find charity? The Prophet SAW said that one should work, benefit himself and give charity. If one cannot do that, then the person could try to help a very needy person. If one cannot do that, then one should protect himself from doing evil to other people.

Since the miser is with-held from doing righteous actions, then his chest is narrowed and there would be no relief for such a person. His heart cannot find peace and he is heedless, ignorant and one who is very selfish with a small, cold soul. His happiness is scarce and he has lot of worry, sadness and grief; he can hardly fulfill the needs he has and he’s not helped to achieve his goals. And so, he is like a man who has a plate of iron on him and he is stuck in this; every time he tries to do go, the plate will stick and not move. His stinginess withholds him from doing this and his heart remains in the prison like it was. As for the one who gives charity, his heart becomes at peace and his chest opens up-this resembles the widening of the plate on him. His heart becomes widened and his happiness would be great and strengthened. If one attains such heights, then the person would hope to rush to do it.

In Surah Al Hashr, V.9 Allah SWT says: ‘those who save themselves from greediness, then they are saved’. Some people who circle the Ka’bah and supplicate ‘O Allah protect me from greed and avarice of my soul’. When asked why the people would say this, then the person referred to this Verse. The covetousness is that one is so deligant to have something and strive the best to achieve a target for the soul to be eager and longing to have something. While stinginess is withholding from spending, to love it and keep it; one would thus be covetous before he gets the money and stingy as he attains the money. It is a latent part in people and the one who obeys his greed, while the one who is not greedy, he is saved from this and is the one who is successful. They would be amongst the close ones towards Allah and his family while the greedy are far away from Paradise and close to the Fire. The generousity would make him lovable to the enemies while his stinginess will make him hated by his children. In poetry, it says: ‘What will show the flaw of a human amongst the people is him being stingy. His generosity will cover his mistakes from all; cover yourself with generosity as this is will protect one from the sins’. To be generous, is to give what is needed at the time of need and to deliver the assistance based on ones ability. Generosity is not to give what is present. If generosity were like this then there would be no such things a spendthrift. In the Sunnah being a spendthrift is proclaimed forbidden and ‘wasters are the brethren of the Shaytan’ (Qur’an).

If generosity is done in a praiseworthy way, then one deserves to be praise while the one who doesn’t do this, he is deserved to be dis-praised. In a report, Allah SAW made an oath with His might that a stingy person will not neighbor him. Generosity is of two types or levels; as for the most noble of the two types, it is to be generous to the sense that you don’t want to take from what other people have. As for the second type, it is to be generous of giving of what Allah SWT has provided one. The person could be amongst the most generous people yet he would not be given anything and this may be because he doesn’t want to take from others bounties. Generosity is for one to donate money and not being interested in the wealth of others.

Shaykh Ibn Taymiyyah reported from some of the pious predecessors; Allah SWT asked Ibrahim AS ‘do you know why I have appointed you as a Khalil? It is because you love to give more to people than you take’. This is from the attributes from Allah-he gives and doesn’t take, He is loves most those who has attributes that are necessitating from His Actions; i.e. He loves the brave, the beautiful, the generous, the holy, etc.

In a weak Hadith, ‘Surely Allah is pure and loves purity, he is clean and loves cleaniness and he is generous and loves generosity. So clean your frontyards so you will not be like the Jews’.

In Sahih Hadith, it mentions that Allah is Witr and he loves Al-Witr; if the attributes are fitting for servants to have, then Allah loves those people. Some attributes are special to Allah-like pride, might, etc is not fitting for anyone. It is praiseworthy to have those qualities. Allah is Merciful so He is merciful to those who show mercy. Allah is the Forgiving and will forgive the ones who forgives. Allah is Kind and will be kind to the ones who is kind to people. Allah will conceal the mistakes those who conceal others faults. He hates the ones who is rough and hard; rather He loves the gentle people as He is Gentle. He is Righteous loves the one who does righteous acts. He is Just and loves the just ones. He accepts from the one who accepts the excuses of people. The one who pursues and exposes the peoples mistakes-Allah will expose him. If one causes harm and difficulty to others, then Allah will put one through difficult. The one who plots evil, Allah will plot against him. If one cheats, Allah will cheat him. The one who deals with people with a certain quality, that same quality will be dealt in exactly this way. Therefore, the way the person is to people

The one who covers the mistakes of a Muslim, Allah SWT will cover him in this life and the next life. The one who relieves and calamity from a believer, then Allah will do this for him. If one is easy with another, then Allah SWT will be easy with him. The Prophet SAW also said the ones who give time to those who cannot pay or reduces the amount of debt, then Allah SWT will provide shade for him under the shade of His Throne. This is because this person who helps one who is indebted puts him under a shade and is patient, protecting him, then Allah will save him from the same pressure on Al-Qiyamah.

The Prophet SAW said in a Khutbah ‘oh those who believe by their tongues, do not pursue others mistakes because Allah will pursue the mistakes and this person will be exposed in the midst of his own home. Exactly as you do to others, this will be done to you. Be as you wish to be for surely Allah SWT will be exactly for you as you are for Him and others’. When the hypocrites showed Islam and hid Kufr within, Allah SWT will reveal to them on Al-Qiyamah, Allah SWT will reveal a light on a bridge and make it appear that they will pass the bridge but he hid the fact that the light will not go on and that Allah SWT will hide that they would be prevented from passing the bridge. This is of the same punishment as done in this life and Allah SWT will treat then as if they are in this life. Likewise, the one who shows the people opposite from what Allah SWT knows, then Allah SWT will reveal from him the causes leading to success and triumph but he will hide the opposite; i.e. if one cheats and deceives, this will be how Allah will treat him.

Whoever did righteous deeds to be seen by the people (and show it off intending the people to see and praise him), Allah will make him be seen but to the true intention in the Next Life seeing his real intentions. Whoever did good actions and spoke about them just for praise, then Allah will make him be heard of on the Day of Judgement but they will hear of his evil intentions. The objective is that the generous person is because Allah will expose the character and give the person exactly what he deserved.

Friday, June 20, 2008

A Farewell

He is leaving for good to Saudi today. I managed to buy a nice card for him =) His job is to treat the kids at the hospital for infectious disease. So he is very patient, funny, and kind-hearted - someone very suitable for the job. We have just lost someone valuable. He always reminds me to take off my glasses when I ride the subway and try recite some Qur'an from memory. But I rarely do that. ops... =p His last wish was for us to open a reading circle, starting with Syaikh al-Albani's The Prophet's Prayer Described. I will miss him and his halaqa. But I am sure his family misses him more.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Me, Myself, and Someone Like You

Me:
I don’t want to hurt nobody
With my sadomasochistic mentality,
I can’t relate to anybody
With my mental frailty,
It is others that I envy
While forgetting the real me,

Myself:
Are we actually the same entity?
We are not the same, aren’t we?
Why are you controlling me?
Making me thinking of ‘me,me and me’,
I think you make me unhealthy,
Veiling me from the Ultimate Reality,

Someone Like You:
Is whom I tried so hard to be,
Giving me light from far across the sea,
Dispersing darkness that surrounds me,
But words just escape me,
Never really help you see,
I hope I have truly set you free.

Monday, June 16, 2008

Will you hate me?

One of the best songs ever...
You know what? This 'performance' was at Islamic Foundation of Toronto
Just look at the bottom of the solat time board beside him...
He is a Canadian

by Dawud Wharnsby Ali

Smile in the two- way mirror of my eyes
I put on my faith like I wear a disguise
You can’t see my soul
See the life that I live
Show you the mask of the best I can give
I’ve hid here afraid like a child behind.
Truth of my thoughts that clutter my mind.
What if you knew about all that I do?
Things that I think,
The me that is true.

Would you call me a hypocrite?
Call me a liar?
Would you curse out my name?
Would you damn me to fire?
Would you know what to say?
Or would you just walk away?
Afraid the me I’ve tried to hide
Would you closely resemble the truth of you that lies inside?

I’ve been looking for answers since becoming an adult
Not looking for dogma to live like a cult
I’ve been looking to live,
I’ve been living to find
Freedom from cages that limit my mind.

Would you call me a hypocrite?
Call me a liar?
Would you curse out my name?
Would you damn me to fire?
Would you know what to say?
Or would you just walk away?
Afraid the me I’ve tried to hide
Would you closely resemble the truth of you that lies inside?

Will I scare you, upset you, frustrate you, irate you?
Challenge a lifestyle or weaken your trust
Or will you see my efforts and my passionate sincerity
Would you see just a little of yourself in me
Will you take off your mask so we can both be free.

Would you call me a hypocrite?
Call me a liar?
Would you curse out my name?
Would you damn me to fire?
Would you know what to say?
Or would you just walk away?
Afraid the me I’ve tried to hide
Would you closely resemble the truth of you that lies inside?

p/s: I've made a playlist of his songs/nasheeds that I like. Just click here.

The Suffocating Conservatives

This is just fictitious - now seriously ;)

I grew up just like any ordinary city boy. I grew up dreaming of owning the fastest graphic card on the planet, an overclocked gaming machine, a turbo-charged street racer with 20’ rim, a 40’ plasma tv, an authentic Fender Stratocaster guitar signed by John Fruschiante, a studio of my own, a grand prix thoroughbred of my own, and the list can go on forever. I grew up thinking that my life would be complete with those things and I was pretty much set for the dream. As far as I am concern, I got a stellar performance in high school and a place to study at a prestigious university overseas, so I was prety much right on the track.

I think I am bookish and rather scholarly since I was small, my classmates would call me pretty much a nerd, but with an attitude. I was a rebel since my early teenage, popular for my eccentricity among those who know me, but seemingly angelic to the unsuspecting ones – read: uncles, aunties, teachers and the likes. I was definately anti-establishment, but my demeanor revealed none of that - except of course if people caught me doing the act. Some of my classmates gave me the title: “calm water no buaya.”

Honestly, I used to think that those – let’s just put them as the nuqaba’ – are rather boring people from some other planet. Well, they know nothing about overclocked gaming machines, modified turbo-charged cars, let alone who Jimmy Hendrix is! So, they are the ones who need to get a life, not me. Their brand of conservatism just suffocated me. Having said that, I was not so detached from them either. After all, I was in the "sains agama" stream, so some of my friends were perhaps the nuqaba’ sort of material, naturally I did respect them. Simply put, my relationship with these people was an ambivalent one, I respect them but they were not my cup of tea. Naturally too, I had my own spiritual inclinations, and these unfulfilled inclinations battled with my self deep inside - that added up to the complication.

Some turns of events in my life brought me to a paradigm shift in terms of my worldview about this life. Simply put, I kind of changed – maybe just a bit. All I can say is, I no longer desire to own an overclocked gaming machine, a turbo-charged car, a Fender guitar, etcetera. A good friend of mine who knows me for a long time told me that I am turning more plastic. But I need no one’s reminder about that: I can feel it in my bones myself and I am trying to keep it real. Nowadays I often find myself in an awkward position of suffocating others with my brand of conservatism as opposed to me being the suffocated one. I guess sometimes – most of the times – I forget how it was like. I tell people to let go of their ‘dreams’ because they are not worth living, and people give me back the "Get a Life" look. True say, what comes around goes around.

Sometimes I ponder long at night thinking how to reconcile the two worlds – how to convince people that perhaps I am the 'al-Ghazali' who has seen it all. I can only imagine how these people feel when I start to impose certain things on them, but I have no idea how to translate that supposed understanding into a way to bridge the gap. Not to mention, I often fall short and irk other people when I make snide remarks about them, as I loose my temper. Great scholars say that there are three types of heart: the dead one, the so-and-so one, and the alive one. I am no scholar, but from my observation, there are three types of people that I usually come across:-

The super rich ones : These people have all the wonders of the dunya in their hands and it is a great trial for them. Usually what they seek for is to get more of the dunya. So that is their main goal in this life. They want the hottest sports car, a mansion, their daughters to dress like the western people (it’s liberating somehow), a young second wife (sometimes), indulge in high-class sports like golf or horse riding, and so on and so forth. So they feel accomplished if they get all those things. But if you know them in person, they are nice, charming people who just have high affinity for the ‘toys’ in this world.

The ordinary joe: These people they just want to live a simple, happy life. They mean no harm to anyone and usually they don’t desire those extravagant luxuries. But they do get excited about the dunya too, as they want to have a lot of fun in this life. I personally think they are the nicest people on this planet, as they don’t impose on you about anything and they will accept you without much prejudice.

The suffocating conservatives: These people act as though they are the vanguards of the moral order of the cosmos. They are - simply put - irritating people to be with. They tell you not to do this, not to do that, follow this, follow that, so that you will be saved. On top of that, these people like the dunya too (status): They call themselves Ikhwah and Akhawat to replace Dato’ and Datin. Actually they are nice people too, but many people missunderstood them. They want everyone to see the light, it's just that sometimes they get a tad too 'edgy'.

Sometimes the ordinary Joes envy the super rich ones for their luxuries, while the super rich ones envy the ordinary Joes for their care-free life. The suffocating conservatives envy no one because all they want to do is to change everyone else into machines like them. Thus, neither the ordinary Joes nor the super rich ones envy or like them. When the suffocating conservatives engage the super rich ones with their rhetoric like “Jadilah insan rabbani”, the answer will be something like, “Eww.. Oh my God... Get a life please.” Picture the same scenario, but this time around replace the super rich ones with the ordinary Joes, the answer will be: “Aku nak hidup lepak-lepak dulu, tak mau ar hidup dengan serious.” In the end, the frustrated suffocating conservatives will start swearing in their own unique way: “Maksiat.. Maksiat.”

Simply put, the rock solid triangle seems to be almost unbreakable. People might ask: “What is the remedy then?” Well, I would say: "I won't worry my life away..." So Ikhwah, Akhawat, Dato’, Datin, ladies and gentlemen, when are we going to sit on the same table and not get irritated by one another?

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Imam Abu Hanifah's Bequest to Abu Yusuf

Show people as much love as you can. Greet everyone, even the very lowly. If you gather with others in an assembly and discuss various problems, during which someone expresses an idea to which you are opposed, do not oppose them. If they ask you, give your opinion, speak what is in your heart, and say that there are such and such opinions on this subject and the proof is as follows. Thus, they will listen to you and understand the degree of your knowledge.

Show some degree of knowledge to all who approach you and let each one learn something from you. Give them important things, not trivial ones. Be like a friend to them, even make witty remarks by way of jokes, because friendship and sincerity ensures the continuation of knowledge. Treat them gently and be tolerant. Show no boredom or weariness to anyone. Comfort yourself as like one of them.

Trust no one’s friendship until it has been proven. Do not be friends with anyone low or vulgar. Be virtuous, generous, and deep of heart. Your clothes should be clean and new. Have a good horse to ride. Use pleasant scents. Be generous when you give people food to eat and satisfy everyone. Whenever you hear of any strife or corruption, hasten to resolve it. Visit those who visit you and those who do not. Always do good, whether others wish you good or ill. Forgive and turn a blind eye to some things. Abandon those things that distress you and try to do what is right. Visit those of your companions who fall ill, and ask after those you do not see. Take an interest in those who do not come to you.

The Effects and Need of Dhikr III

These are notes from Sheikh Abdul Mun’im Burkhes halaqa taken by my friend. The Shaikh explained Ibn Qayyim al-Jawziyya's (rahimahullah) book al-Wabil as-Sayyib min Kalim at-Tayyib (Abundant Showers from the Good Word). This session was on the chapter: 'The 'Effects (and need) of Dhikr'.

From the Hadith of Al-Harith al-Ashari in which Prophet Yahya AS ordered the Children of Israel five words. In the Hadith, the Prophet SAW explains that the one upon Tawhid as opposed to the one on Shirk is like the slave who works and gives the fruits of his work to his work while the latter, is the one who works in the lands of the Master but gives the profits to those other than the master. This shows how a Mushrik enjoys the favors yet worships other than Allah SWT. This was the first order and this is the worst sin (Shirk) without repentance in this life. Also, another type of sins is the type one commits against others-one can’t free us from the guilt except by given back their rights and getting their pardon. As for the third type, it is the ones between a person and His Lord-these can be erased by several ways such as seeking Istigfar, doing good, going through tests, etc.

Al-Salah is the second order wherein Allah SWT ordered us to pray and act upon them. One should not turn their attention/faces away from Allah SWT as He will do the same if the servant does and He won’t care about the servant. This ‘turning away’ is of two types-the first type is for the heart to turn away from Allah SWT and the second is the physical turning of the eyesight towards something else-both of which are forbidden. Allah SWT continues to care for his servant and attend to his servant as long as the servant is attending to his Salat. The Prophet SAW was asked about the turning that one does during his Salat. He replied that this turning away is a snatching that Shaytan does of the Salat - an embezzlement. It is like one is turning to one who is turning to one who is better than Allah - of which, there is none. This example is like one going up to a sultan/king who he went to meet. It is like he turns away from the sultan/king and doesn’t pay attention. What do you think the sultan will think; won’t the sultan expel him and have no care for him whatsoever?

Therefore the one who turns away can’t be equal to the one whose heart is attending the Salat and has Khushoo-the one who is filled with fear and is humbled before his Lord and even shy to even turn to someone else. The difference/excellence between these two, related by Hassan al Atiya is that of the excellence/difference between the Heavens and the Earth. This is because one is turning with his heart to Allah SWT while the other is unaware and almost mindless of Allah. It is like a barrier is placed between you, filled with misconceptions, lusts, evil whisperings and the soul will be busy with these thoughts-filled with nothing of the remembrance of the Greatness of Allah SWT. If he stands in the Salat, the Shayatn becomes very jealous of him because he stands in the greatest position-the closest position where Shaytan gets most upset. It is the most severe condition and Shaytan is very careful and strives as much as possible to not allow the person attain such a station. He makes him wish, hope, forget and tries to attack the human with all types of soldiers and makes the person belittle the Salat. And as a result, the person is unable to pray and makes the person remember things of no value or of forgotten things in order to busy his heart away from that thing and the servant stands without a heart and will not achieve the honoring, attention or closeness to Allah SWT. This servant who’s heart wanders everywhere will exit the Salat with his sins and disobediences and the heavy scales of wrongdoing wouldn’t be reduced.

The Salat only washes away sins for the one who completes it’s requirements and focus. If a person stood before Allah with his heart and body, then this person would feel the relief and as if the burdens are taken off and would feel rest and piece. This would give him a repose, a ‘coolness to his eyes’ and the Paradise of his heart-the place of rest for him in this worldly life. As a result, he will feel as if he is under stress and grief, in a narrow place till he enters Salat-giving him comfort and tranquility. The ones who love Allah SWT say ‘we pray so we gain comfort in our hearts’ and this is following of the Prophet SAW as he would say to Bilal RA that ‘let us pray to get us comfort’-he didn’t say ‘let us get comfort by simply finishing it’. Thus, the main source of comfort has been made through prayer and the one who finds this comfort would never want to leave it, making him want to pray on time and prolong his prayer duration. This will give the person Noor until Allah SWT will see it and the Salat will say ‘may Allah guard and protect you like how you guarded and protected me’. As for the other one who doesn’t pray properly, the Salat will be rolled up and thrown at him saying ‘may Allah destroy you like how you destroyed me’.

Also, there is no believing person who perfects Wudhu’ in each and every place and he stands on prayer on time, not diminishing any of it’s (Salat’s) tenets. The light of the prayer will shine forth East and West and the light will reach Ar-Rahman while the other person, who steals from the parts of the Salat will go towards Allah SWT black and it will say ‘may Allah destroy you’.

The first type of good deed is when someone who remembers Allah always and the actions are presented till the deeds face Allah and the person sees that they are done pleasing, intiated from a sound heart that is loving and seeking the Nearness to Allah SWT-then, Allah SWT will love and accept these deeds. As for the second, the person would do the deeds as to his habit and negligence and he intends to seek obedience with his actions being made but his intentions not put in the Book of Intentions. Thus, Allah SWT will only reward for what is done for and the rest of no sincerity will be rejected. When heedlessness sets in to someone who does try to good, he will get some of the reward Bi ‘idn Allah while the one who works for the Pleasure of Allah, Allah SWT will be pleased with the actions and will love him, bringing him closer to him and raise his degree and level, giving him without count. Thus, the rewards are not the same.

Regarding the use of Siwak, it is meant to be much higher in value-the acceptance of the deeds is of different types as the one who works for the best, then Allah will boast to the Angels of the person’s greatness. The other option is that Allah will reward the person but the degree will not be the same. The third type of acceptance may lead the punishment to be dropped and no reward is brought. Just like the Salat of the one whose heart has no remembrance, then there is no reward-that person still fulfilled the mark but the value is much lower.

In a Hadith it says the prayer of the one who runs away from his master and the one who goes to a fortune teller is like the one who has not prayed even though they have. Their Salat will not be accepted as the reward is not fulfilled and the deeds vary in degrees according to what is in the heart of faith, love and glorifying Allah and in terms of sincerity and according to how much the person follows the Sunnah of the Prophet SAW.

The people are on five degrees in their Salat. The first one is the one who wrongs himself from falling short-taking away from the Wudu, from the time of Salat, from it’s pillars. The second person is the one who guards his Salat and guards it’s pillars and outward limits but he didn’t strive against Waswasa (whisperings) and the physical actions doesn’t have Khushoo. The third type is the one who strives and tries to push away the thoughts from his enemy such that he guards his Salat through Jihad an-Nafs. The fourth type is wherein the person stands for Salat and completely fulfills it’s pillars such that the obligations of Salat and there is great dedication-such that the person is completely indulged in remembrance. The fifth person stands like the fourth person with focus, Khushoo and everything but along with this, he took his heart and he put it between the hands of his Lord, his heart is filled with the love for his Lord as if he sees and witnesses his Lord-such that all the whispers have vanished and as if the veils have been removed to a point that there is excellence which is like the difference between the Heavens and Earth.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Sembang Kopi II: Jema'ah

AF: ko join [jema’ah play safe] ke [jema’ah perjuangan kebenaran mutlak] ke ape kat sane?
ID: soalan sensitif
ID: ade [jema’ah perjuangan kebenaran mutlak] ke ?
ID: kat us ade?
ID: silap canada
AF: takde
ID: ape kate ko jd pengembang sayap
AF: mati aku

AF: har ko join [jema’ah perjuangan kebenaran mutlak] er?
ID: weih, aku tak ckap aku join mane
AF: btw aku join [jema’ah yg agak dilaknat] sini
ID: uhh, [jema’ah yg agak dilaknat] tu

ID: perlu official ke dlm menjoin program or aktiviti?
AF: aku rase tak perlu pon
ID: however it is the way utk berdakwah whichever is the best n suits us, kite gune kan?
AF: hoho
AF: ade hadith
AF: tangan Allah dalam jema'ah
AF: jd mcm mane tu?
ID: baru nak keluarkan ayat yg same
ID: terkene dulu
AF: ceh... nak kenekan aku
AF: but aku ade counter
AF: sesetengah mufassir hadith tak tafsir hadith tu as in join organized jema'ah. Umat islam sendiri tu dah jema'ah.

ID: meaning we can do it independently la?
AF: why not?
AF: ttp erm
AF: mengikut cerite
AF: baguih la join jema'ah
AF: dapat 'tarbiyah'
AF: so ape verdict ko ttg jema'ah?
ID: verdict?
ID: mengikut kata fathi yakan, menggabungkan diri dlm islam adalah asas, penggabungan diri dlm jemaah islam
ID: adalah satu bahagian yg tidak bercerai tanggal daripada menggabungkan diri dalam islam
ID: in conclusion, jum kita fikir

AF: hoho
AF: hmm menarik
AF: jd ape tindakan praktikal ko pulak?
AF: berdasarkan falsafah ko tu
ID: perlu tau ke?
AF: hoho.. tidak2
AF: js wondering

ID: kita cari jemaah yg seswai dgn waqi' negara kita
AF: pandai jugak ko berpusing2
AF: maybe someday i'll be convinced dgn falsafah ko ttg jema'ah ni
ID: ces, try bace buku fathi yakan
ID: apa ertinya saya menganut islam
ID: sebenarnye, even kalau msk jemaah pun, kalau setakat msk atas name n tunggu diberi tarbiyah, memang tak bergerak sangat la kite, try jg penggerak tu

AF: jd boleh ke aku join [jema’ah yang agak dilaknat]?
ID: ape hujah ko menjoin
AF: 1. sebab takde jema'ah lain
AF: 2. maybe boleh betulkan dr dalam <--- ni poyo je, aku pon tak percaye sangat
AF: 3. mereke support activism islamic dan tak buat bende2 hedonistic dan sebagainye
ID: mcm penah dgr point 2nd tu.
AF: hahaha....
AF: lek2

ID: ape2 pon, jgn terlampau idealistic, make sure bergerak

p/s: Why do I usually get only clichéd conversation off late. I’m so bored! But I have to put up with it I guess. No other way around nowadays, good old days are gone.. gone.. going.. gone...

p/s2: The content of the conversation doesn’t necessarily reflect my view.

p/s3: As days go by, I am more convinced that [jema'ah yang agak dilaknat] is actually a cancer.

Monday, June 9, 2008

Altruism II

My housemate is from Dubai, so I am being introduced to the social dynamics of this megalopolis by him. He is a good friend: I am always scolded by him for not following such and such sunnah of the Prophet s.a.w. What a blessing! We will part ways soon - at least not living together anymore. This is a nice video about a woman with tremendous rahmah who is doing social work at Dubai:


"The meaning of being a Muslim is you are a human rights activist. The minute you pronounce the shahadah you become a human rights activist"

Certainly I have done nothing to be called a human rights activist! Ops...

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Altruism

Al-Bukhari & Muslim
Seri Negara

He told me that "my Love" is love of Allah and "Way of Life" is Islam.

p/s: Sometimes I feel that I am too weak and fragile for this world

Some Musing on Film

I rarely watch Malay films. The only Malay film I remember watching was Mukhsin, and I don't like it. The liberal element that the director tried to put into the story is just so blatant, so I was fumed with the agenda. Having said that, I have to admit that the vast majority of Malays out there are fast becoming like Mukhsin - sadly. But I won't give credit to the film for potraying the reality of our society, because I believe the theme of the story was put up with an agenda, not as a critique.

Somehow - not under normal circumstances - I watched Zombi Kampung Pisang pretty recently. Well, I watched snippets of the movie rather than the whole thing - the latter would put me to sleep. I was left wondering as to why would anyone make such a movie? Better still, how can anyone feel entertained by it? Maybe it's just beyond me.

“Ada antara filem hantu yang tidak menyumbang kepada pembentukan insan, tambahan apabila ditonton oleh kanak-kanak boleh mempengaruhi pemikiran mereka," Dr Mohd Asri Zainul Abidin.

I don't see any point either in making substansive films that probably can win awards, but they promote messages and cultures that are - simply put - pointless. I know some people who rave about some Malay films which are substansive, with good story line, etcetera, but they failed to spot the messages or agendas behind the film, which are actually antithesis to the ideals that they hold. To me that is schizophrenic; it's like raving about how nice the black leather of an electric chair is, without realizing that you are the next person who is going to sit on that mega-volt killing machine. Worse, some people don't even realize it's an electric chair.


Put aside hollywood movies, they have expert psychologists, propagandists, and masterminds behind them in their bid to dominate the world; to control the mind of human being; to control the thought process of human being. Plus, whatever direction their civilization wants to go is up to them. It is their influence that we should be wary of, because we live for the akhirah, not just for the ephemeral dunya.




Lastly, in an age where people of knowledge have little integrity, only few will stand up and make their voices heard.


Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Just what is happiness?

"Many people cannot differentiate between excitement or happiness or tranquility of the soul. Or maybe they have not achieved happiness, although they often feel the excitement or passion" Dr. Asri Zainal Abidin


“Just what is happiness?”, an existential question that each one of us always ask ourselves - whether we do it consciously or not. Not to mention, philosophers, psychologists, neurobiologists, and theologians are trying hard to demystify ’happiness’. In the end, we, human being are constantly trying to find happiness in our lives. Almost everything that we do to certain extend is done because we are trying to search for ’happiness’ - regardless whether we actually find it or not. I come to the conclusion that there are two types of happiness in this world: One that is based on short burst of passion or excitement and the other one is based on a deep sense of inner tranquility.

Eating food makes you happy, having sex makes you happy (I presume), bungee jumping gives you the exhilaration of adrenaline, drugs give you ecstasy (I presume), so on and so forth. The modern society has perfected the art of attaining this type of happiness - with television, computer, other technological advancements, big houses, fast cars, and other luxuries. Inspite of that, humankind has lost sense of the real meaning of happiness. Humankind is captivated by a false sense of happiness that this world has to offer. The search for a utopia in this world - wahn is the ‘islamic term’ I presume - that modernity is obsessed with has captivated even muslims. Nights out at bars, dress to impress - or kill? - rock concerts, parties, etcetera are available to feed a modern person’s hunger for the elusive happiness. Yet, there is a palpable sense of disconnectedness and emptiness that a modern person feels. The betrayal of the state of fitra and the stop-gate that is put on the religious impulse has led to the modern society’s spiral into oblivion.

Seyyed Hossein Nasr argues that an old sage who lives in an old village at Africa knows more about the human nature than the philosophers or the humanities professors nowadays. The second type of happiness can be achieved only when the heart is docile towards the Divine Law. The texture of this kind of happiness is different than the first one - anyone who has feel it before will testify to this fact. Unfortunately, I can’t even describe it here - If I try it will be a very terrible attempt. Ya ayyuhan nafsul mutma’innah irji’i ila rabbik radiyatan mardiyah (”O you Tranquil Soul, return to Your Lord, well pleased, and well-pleasing unto Him!”) [Holy Qur’an 89:27-28]

“So what kind of happiness are you trying to find?”, an existential question that is - perhaps - meant to be rhetorical.

Sabda Nabi s.a.w: “Sesiapa yang akhirat itu tujuan utamanya, maka Allah jadikan kekayaannya dalam jiwanya. Allah mudahkan segala urusannya dan dunia akan datang kepadanya dengan hina (iaitu dalam keadaan dirinya mulia). Sesiapa yang menjadikan dunia itu tujuan utamanya, maka Allah akan letakkan kefakirannya antara kedua matanya. Allah cerai beraikan urusannya, dan dunia pula tidak datang kepadanya melainkan dengan apa yang ditakdirkan untuknya (iaitu dalam keadaan dirinya hina)”. (Riwayat al-Tirmizi, dinilai hasan oleh al-Albani)



Al-Ghazali - The Alchemist of Happiness


You must buy the original dvd if you watch it because it is copyrighted. What holds you back from supporting production companies and distributors that produce good films about Islam?

Monday, June 2, 2008

The Effects and Need of Dhikr II

These are notes from Sheikh Abdul Mun’im Burkhes halaqa taken by my friend. The Shaikh explained Ibn Qayyim al-Jawziyya's (rahimahullah) book al-Wabil as-Sayyib min Kalim at-Tayyib (Abundant Showers from the Good Word). This session was on the chapter: 'The 'Effects (and need) of Dhikr'.

Recap: Reminding us that a human being goes through 3 types of situations:

-enjoying with bounties and everything is fine. The human should offer thanks with the tongue, body parts and hearts

-going through hardships, difficulties, trials, means that a person should be patient in heart, tongue and body parts.

-when one falls into sin, the duty of the person is to repent and seek forgiveness from Allah SWT and turn back to Him


This is the way to establish ‘Ubudiya (servitude) based upon complete love and humility to Allah SWT. This entails that you will humble and love Allah SWT much before anyone else. You can’t achieve this without a straight and steadfast heart; the first way is to give precedence to loving Allah SWT over anything else and anything else. Also, to give respect to order and the prohibitions (i.e. complying to the standards). Therefore, giving due respect will show that you truly love Allah SWT.


He went on to clarify that one to give due respect it is that you do not oppose these orders/prohibitions and you don’t expose them of going overboard and transgress limits or being too lax and falling short of reaching the straight path. The object of Shaytan, is to get a servant out of the Straight Path and he doesn’t care how this will happen; he assesses a person’s character (i.e. strong and ambition) would make a person go overboard or if he is lazy (i.e. too easy-going) then he will make things so relaxed that the person would fall short of the Straight Path.


Thus, one should be careful of this and the following of the rules correctly. Therefore explanations shouldn’t be given to Allah SWT’s commands; you don’t philosophize Allah’s sayings-there is Wisdom behind these acts-following it is what is required.


A Hadith that talks about excellence and dhikr under Al-Harith Al-Ashari says as follows:

-5 words were said to Yahya AS, son of Zakariya AS by Allah SWT to the Children of Israel. Yahya AS was going to delay but Isa AS warned him-he said that either you command them, or I will command them. Yahya said that either I will be tormented if you do this before me or open the earth. He said to the people after gathering them:


1. Worship Allah-don’t associate any partners with Him. A man who bought a slave with his pure money and told the slave to work in the house and whatever fruits from the work should be given to the master. That slave used to work and used to give the benefit to other than the owner. The Prophet SAW warned against this..


2. Allah orders you to pray; do not turn your faces as surely Allah SWT turns his face as long as the person doesn’t turn his face.


3. Order you to fast; the parable of fasting is a man in a group with a bag full of musk. Everybody was amazed and wondering at this very nice scent. Surely, the Prophet SAW said the scent of the fasting person is better in the sight of Allah SWT than the fragrance of musk.


4. Order to give charity (Sadaqa); the example of that is the example of a person captivated by the enemy. They tied up his hands to his neck and brought him forward to chop of his neck. The prisoner said: I will save myself with whatever himself and was saved from the captivation of the enemy.


5. Remember Allah-the example of that is the example of that is the enemy who runs after a man very fast to a point that they came to a fortified fort and the escaper protected himself from him. The person only can protect himself from Shaytan through remembering Allah SWT.


Now, the Prophet SAW ordered with five more commandments:


1. Allah has commanded to perform Jihad, stick to Jam’ah: the one who drifts away from the group even a hand-span has basically abandoned Islam like taking off a garment except if he returns. The one who calls by the call of Jahiliyah, (e.g. chauvinism, fanaticism, tribalism, etc), then he is from the people of Jahanam. A man asked the Prophet SAW, even if the person prayed and fast-the Prophet SAW said that even if he claimed he is a Muslim thus he suggested to call by the call of Allah.


Explanation of the first part:


Tawheed: the Prophet SAW mentioned that every Muslim should memorize and understand in this great Hadith what protects/saves one from Shaytan-how the person would attain success and salvation in this life and the Next. Thus, he explained the parable of the Muwahhid and Mushrik. The Muwahhid is like the one who worked for his Master, and gave to his Master, the gain of what he has been employed for. As for the Mushriq, he is like the one who works for the master but gives the fruits and harvest of the work to other than his owner. This is the parable of the mushrik. He works for other than Allah SWT in the land that belongs to Allah SWT and draws closer to the enemy based on the bounties Allah SWT gave to him. If a slave would be like this on earth, he would be hated and expelled even because of his inconsiderate work and the master would be so angry will being a mere created being.


They are both bestowed by the bounties of Allah SWT so if this is the case, what about the Lord of the Worlds who no bounty on the face of the Earth gives good except Him and no one repels evil except Him and single-handedly created his servant, ran affairs of the servant, gave him sanctity from sickness, gave him provision.. So then, how is it fitting for a slave to give love to the same meaning to a servant of Allah than Allah? How can he swear by someone like this or treat someone other than Allah the same way? Or fear him? Or anything else that is from the Worship of Allah? This would be a very dangerous condition indeed and the situation of these people (mushrikeen) what you witness from their conditions, statements and actions, you will see as if they are saying that they love Allah’s rivals whether they are living or dead so he said their condition witnesses against them. This is a Shirk (association of partners with Allah) WHICH Allah Never Forgives. Surah Nisa: 48 affirms this-that Allah will never forgive for such an instance but Allah SWT may forgive for anything else to whoever He wills SWT.


Oppression/transgression/wrongdoing with Allah SWT has three categories:


-1. A category where Allah SWT will not forgive anything: that is Shirk.


-2. There is a second category where Allah doesn’t leave any of it-holding the human accountable for any condition where oppression by humans by other humans where Allah SWT will take the rights of the oppressed ones will get back the rights and justice is fully served.


-3. Allah SWT doesn’t give any weight/consideration to it: that is oppression that a human being commits against his ownself between himself and Allah SWT other than Shirk. Whatever else between you and Allah, the person will not give any weight to those sins. This category of oppression is the lightest of the types of oppression and the fastest of being erased by repentance and seeking forgiveness and doing good deeds that wash away the sins. Also, the sins that are between you and Allah can be washed through calamities that befall you-this would expiate the sins and washing it away to a point where even if a thorn pinches you, then there is reward in that (Hadith). Only a believer has this-if he goes through good, he is thankful, if he’s in bad, he is patient. This is the category Allah doesn’t give weight to because it can be erased so easily Inshallah. Unlike the categories above that contain Shirk, then it can’t be erased except by Tawhid and the category of sins/oppressions while the second type of oppressions, can’t be washed except by asking the people to forgive and pardon you for what you are done or giving them back there rights.


The Sheikh said since the Shirk in worship with Allah was the gravest of the three categories in Allah’s Sight, he prohibited Paradise for these peoples. None so who will enter Paradise if that soul had Shirk in it. Rather, the Paradise will only be for the people of Tawhid and this is the key to the door of Paradise. So the one who doesn’t have the key of tawheed, then he can’t enter because it’s door will not be opened. Likewise if one brought a key that has no teeth of it, is struck by the same problem; the one who comes with such can’t open the door-the teeth of the key are the pillars of Allah, Jihad, commanding good, forbidding evil, kindness to parents, joining kin, etc. SUBHANALLAH…


Thus the one who has a key with the teeth (commands of Allah), will come to the door and have it’s key to a door that can be opened except if the key is perfectly fitting. If there are evil deeds and big problems a person did, then the person would be jailed from Jannah till he is cleansed from these flaws, burdens. That will be if he is not cleansed by the Day of Judgment and all the hardships that people go through on it-a very hard day that doesn’t even start until an intercessor is found (the Prophet SAW). Thus if those sins were not even erased, then, he has to enter into the fire in order to cleanse the filth from the fire and then can be taken from it and enter to Paradise. For Paradise is the abode of good people unless if the people are fully pure. Allah SWT said that the ones who the Angels take their souls while they are good: Nahl: 32, Zumar:73 [And those who feared their Lord, were taken to Paradise in groups till their doors are opened and the guardians say “Salam Alaykum”. You have been pure so enter it to stay there perpetually-forever]. No one enters except if they are perfectly pure-even those with Tawhid if they have some filth by any means of cleansing, so that the filth or dirt and qualify for Paradise. As for the Fire, it is the abode of filth-statements, actions, food, drinks. It is the abode of the filthy people [Anfal: 37-So that Allah will distinguish the filthy from the pure and make the filth crammed together and put it in Jahanam-such are the losers]. Thus, there is nothing but Khabeeth.


Since the people are upon three degrees, some good are not marred by any filth, some filth that has no purity in it or some filth and some goodness in it; since people are like this, then the abode and homes of the next life are three… Homes for those who are completely good and pure and the other home is for those who are completely filthy-these two homes will never perish and they will remain forever. There is an abode for the one who has good and bad; this is the abode/home that will vanish, that is the home of the disobedient ones. No one of the sinners amongst those upon Tawhid never stays forever in Jahanam. They are punished to how much is deserved and they will be removed from the Fire and enter Paradise, entering only to a complete state. This part deals with the example on Tawhid.


Baseline: The Muwahhid is like the slave who works and delivers the harvest to the owner. Shirk is the worst sin ever that Allah doesn’t ever forgive.